Things are pretty sweet right now. ♥

"Love" life is good. The guy is sweet, smart, and religious (in a good way!) and I really really like him. Friends are beginning to ask if I'm in love and No, I'm not. I'm kinda tired of repeating myself honestly. I'm being pessimistic about the whole thing still. We've been dating for three months and we're still getting to know each other better so anything can happen right now. I had mild paranoia about falling for him too soon a while back but I'm totally okay right now. Whatever happens happens, I suppose. I won't start blindly loving him but I'll start to go with the flow of things.

I feel though that sometimes he's headed in a completely and utterly serious direction with us. And while I agree that dating/relationships lead to marriage I'm only 19 and I feel he forgets that sometimes. I'm not opposed to the thought of marriage, but... I don't know. Maybe it's his age? All I know is that past boyfriends of mine never discussed a "future" as seriously as he does. Not that it's bad, just different. I do want to get married and have kids, and if he's The One that's awesome because so far I have no major complaints. But... I am just 19, you know?


BLARRRGH! What am I saying? He's great. :)

I'm very happy and grateful and lucky to have found him.

God has listened to me. Thank you, Lord.

I GET SO DISTRACTED THAT I FORGET TO WRITE ON THIS BLASTED THING.

I turn 19 today!

No one cares, but I do. So yay me! :) I'm at school for another 3 hours. Life is a bitch.

New puppy!



Named her Olivia. She is a cutie pie. I love her already :) My mom named her automatically.


Re: Blind date. It went really well! We're getting along great. I've been seeing him everyday and I don't like him like him but I'm going to see where it goes. I mean, I could end up liking him a lot.... but who knows. Either way, he'll make a good friend. And everyone needs good friend, right? I'm about to go see him tonight. Maybe go get some ice cream or something. But yeah. Anyways I'm off to get changed. Woo!

All I want is to fall in love with a nice, respectable man who in turn will love me back.

God knows this and I pray for this every day. I must be patient and wait for him to come, but it's so damn hard because between the waiting and potential recieving I'm falling for total douche-bags. I hate myself for liking such pricks when I know they're not worth my time.


(And watch The Gran Torino if you haven't already.)

Mom: What's your 5 year plan?
Me: Be with the man I'm going to marry.
Mom: Oh.
Mom: Wow, that's really... soon.

I never thought about it before, but fuck, that is coming up. Five years from now I'll be turning 24 and will be in Grad School. I'll be about three years away from getting my Veterinary Medicine degree. Holy shit, where does the time go?

Five years ago today I was a 14 year old Freshmen and couldn't wait to turn 16. I hadn't even had my first real kiss yet! Aw, that's so cute and innocent.

I'm spazzing out so much I need to make a voice post!

VoicePost 660K 3:32

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I'm OMG'ing all over the place. Better enjoy spazzig out like a teenager while it's still acceptable to do so. :(

( Things I want to accomplish by the end of 2009. )

Let's do this.

I'm tired of you treating me like I am 15 years old. I'm not anymore.

If you want to continue talking to me like I am, looking at me like I am, and treating me like I am, then lady, by all fucking means pay for my 2,000 dollar tuition every semester. Let me quit my job and let me lounge around the house when I have winter and summer break. I'll let you clean my room and pay my cellphone bill. Hey while you're at it wash my fucking laundry and pack me a nice lunch for when I go on a field trip. Thanks in advance for paying my monthly 200 dollar car payment and for my clothes when I go to the mall.

Yeah, but no. Because to you paying for my own "responsibilities" is all nice and good. Oh, yeah. I'm an adult now in that aspect, huh. I'm a grown woman. But when I say "Oh hey mom, I'll be home around midnight." You throw a fit, because I'm suddenly not old enough. Nevermind that you always have to know where I'm going and what I'm doing. And God forbid if you dislike a guy I'm dating because he's a deadbeat and your daughters don't date guys like that.

I'm sorry, I thought I was about to turn 19 not 16. Is 20 the new "legal" age now? I didn't get the fucking memo.

I'm done having to check up with you to live my adult-but-not-really life.

2009 New Years Resolution:
Get the fuck outta this hellhole.

Wow, really?

They aren't going to listen you, people. Once again the Avatar fandom blows everything out of proportion. It's a movie. The cartoon is still awesome. Suuuuuuuuuch a big deal ohmigawd 'cause Jesse McCartney MIGHT be Prince Zuko.


oh shit i just realized i out grew cartoons :O

AVATAR CASTING LOL.

WHAT THE FUCK. I LAUGHED. I WANNA SEE THE MOVIE. AND I'M SURE IT WON'T BE TOO BAD. I MEAN, IT IS 2008/2009. ELECTRONICS AND SHIT CAN DO MIRACLES. I WORRY NOT. :)

GOBBLE GOBBLE, BITCHES.

ILU <3 Have a wonderful day today!

WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO AWESOME?!

MYSPACE IT <3

I am in a good fucking mood. It seems like things are working out in my favor, even though today my sister was being a total nag today. Dad is coming for Christmas and I have no boy trouble whatsoever. School is difficult but I can lift myself outta that shit. And friendships have never been stronger.

I'm getting closer to God with each passing day. And every day I'm realizing just how wonderful and merciful Jesus Christ is and how He just wants us all to be happy. ♥ Woot.

The thing that bothers me most about Proposition 8 is that even after it has passed people continue to protest about it. I'm sorry that it passed -- really I am -- but it's done. I'm sure it'll re-open again in the off-season, but for now it's done.

And what bothers me even more is that people who didn't even fucking vote are all WAH! PROP 8 :((( I'm sorry but what? You didn't even try to make a difference. I'm one of those people who think that if you didn't vote than you can't say shit; because not voting is the same as voting for the winner.

The other day my friend had invited me to a Prop 8 protest to which I declined to go to because I just see it as pointless. The Proposition passed and a bunch of teenagers yelling in the middle of the street isn't sending any sort of message to Arnold Schwarzenegger other that we're annoying. Then I found out that my friend hadn't even voted. Ohmigod seriously? Seriously? Go shoot yourself.

Did you know that Prop 8 passed by just 1%? One fucking percent. And you say that your vote doesn't make a difference? If EVERYONE against Prop 8 had voted we wouldn't be here bitching about it.

Vote! If you haven't already!

I'm so excited to see the turn-out tonight :)))

I'm tired of my job. Of walking dogs in the morning, cleaning out the kennels, picking up shit, being told by my Supervisor that I'm dumb, getting scratched everyday, wearing ugly blue scrubs, and pretty much just working in the lowest department of that Hospital. Yeah, okay, I admit somedays I love my job. When I'm Bather for the day and I spend my time with lovely cats and dogs, and bathing them and petting them while listening to the radio. Working on my own, because for that day I'm my own boss. I love the friends I've made, and eveything I've learning working in Treatment. Giving fluids, applying medication, and general animal TLC.

But I need change after a year and a half of the same ole thing. If it's one thing I hate it's routine. A B C D E F G . . . blah blah blah.

So I applied for a job as a Direct Lender through my school. I thought "Hey, they might not want a Veterinary Assistant but I have nothing to lose". And today, they called to set up an interview for this Friday. I guess it's a bit too early to celebrate or give my two-weeks notice, but I have to admit that I'm stoked. To know that I can turn in my resume full of skills that I'll use nowhere else but in a Veterinary Hospital and still be considered for an office job (talk about the other end of the spectrum!) is amazing. I really hope I get the job there. Or that if I do, that I truly enjoy my co-workers and the environment that I'll be in. I know the pay is good (one reason I applied for the job), but some things I rather have more than others, you know?

My mom isn't quite so happy with me wanting to leave my "stable" job but I'm not happy there. I hate the gossiping and constant drama amongst a few of my co-workers, and the $10.35 I make per hour isn't what I should be getting paid for the hard physical labor I put in day after day back in Kennel.

So here's to praying that I get the job. Or that I at least make it through the interview without breaking into too much of a sweat! :)

So MySpace now has a TruthBox application where any of your friends can leave you an anonymous comment if they wish on your page. And yesterday I got this cryptic message basically telling me that I've never worked hard for anything in my life. (At least that's how I interpretted it.) Friends think it's someone who is upset by the popularity I had in High School; that I somehow gave the impression that my life was easy. I don't know. ??? Look:



anonymous: [1 day ago] name one thing you've ever fucking had to give your goddamned life for.
katherine: [1 day ago] i don't understand what you're asking. name one thing i've ever had to give my life for? are you referring to jesus? i don't understaaaaaaand. :/ mikey???
anonymous: [1 day ago] edison high school, senior year.
katherine: [1 day ago] is this a riddle? something i had to give my life for in senior year? please elaborate. :/
anonymous: [3 hours ago] i met u senior year at edison high school
katherine: [3 hours ago] oh well there are lots of things i've worked really hard for: graduating w/honors from ehs, getting/keeping my job, buying my car, & applying for college.
anonymous: [3 hours ago] i dont buy none that bullshit u tellin me
katherine: [1 hours ago] u don't think i worked hard for my grades in skool? i dunno wat 2 tell ya cuz its true. i s'pose getting my job wasn't so hard, but lately it has gotten harder to KEEP it. as 4 my car its really hard working to make the paymts + gas money, haha.
katherine: [1 hour ago] but who is this? do i still talk to you? and how have i insulted/hurt you?
anonymous: [35 minutes ago] i gave u a hint. u met me senior year at edison high school.



UHHH. CREEPY?

Y/Y/WTF